I feel fucking terrible. It quite affects me to see that the other girls and people I know are now grown up, changed and seem to be better, while I'm the same one from years ago.. no big differences in my life, well, except that I'm biologically older of course. I know I could've been worse, but somedays I feel like if my sense of humor is not worth enough. Anyway, at the end of the day, I know what I like and I like what I know.